|Some snaps from the 21-day challenge that I just SLAYED AND TOOK NO PRISONERS!!!
On June 27th I went to the doctor because I was a sicky-sicky and concerned about possible Lyme disease. Not only was the number on the scale was no bueno, but I also had high blood pressure, which has never been an issue for me (except when I was pregnant). She suspected that the HBP was due to illness, but said, “Well when we make your appointment for your yearly physical, we will want to check that again and possibly need to start treating it.” We all know what that means. Drugs. No, thank you.
I had already been exercising, and trying (<–note the word trying) to eat right, but I left at appointment feeling the need to kick things into gear and get into shape. Part of my daily motivation was the August 25th appointment for a physical. I daydream about going in and having a much better scale number and a normal blood pressure. I daydream about the doctor (who I have never met) saying something about my weight and being able to say, "Well, as you can see, I have lost weight since my last visit here. I run 3 miles every other day, and I do strength and flexibility training on the other days, so I'm good!"
Today they called and rescheduled my appointment for freaking October! A tiny part of me feels like I have lost that ‘immediate motivator.’ I was even counting on that appointment to keep me in check during our upcoming trip to Vegas and Dallas since it was 2 days after arriving home. Just a tiny part though… I have plenty of motivators in my husband, and even moreso the way I FEEL! I am full of energy and yesterday I suddenly noticed that I had to be more careful shaving my legs because of the definition in my calves LOL!!!!
I wasn’t going to join this month’s challenge group because we are traveling so much and have a lot going on, but maybe I should. I may need those daily reminders and motivators.
Well “does it” may be stretching it. I just started yesterday.
One of my coworkers, Cathy, became a beachbody coach and started this little facebook group/challenge and I was like. “HELL YEAH I AM IN!” (ok, I was more like, “oooh wouldn’t it be great if I actually followed through with this, but we all know I probably won’t”)
I work noon to midnight on Mondays and Tuesdays. I actually chose that shift on purpose with the daydream of “Oooh… I’ll get up and exercise before work, and get stuff done, and it will just be sunshine and roses every day!!!” Day 1 I laid in bed and have convinced myself to exercise later… tomorrow…
Then a got a notification on my phone. Cathy had posted a picture of herself having just worked out. Oh HELL NO!! If she is up and working out, I have NO excuse!!! So I did it. And it sucked. a LOT. I did t25 and it was ROUGH. It showed me that I REALLY need to embrace this challenge and stop letting myself go. I am so out-of-shape right now. It was very evident on our trip and I hate it. There are SO many pictures that are cute aside from the giant whale standing right in the center and will never be posted. But even more important…. I need my energy back!! I need to not feel lame after a day of walking around!
So… MY GOALS for the next 21 days….
NO MORE DIET SODA!!
LOTS MORE WATER!
EXERCISE EVERY DAY!!
LESS JUNKFOOD! (I am not going to be unrealistic here. I tend to be an ALL OR NOTHING kind of girl and that has gotten me where I am today. So LESS is better than …not less. lol)
OMG This photo is laughably terrible, but it’s me and I accept that. (Although you would THINK Lonnie could have told me to pull my shirt down…lol Actually… no, he would never suggest anything like that, goes completely against his philosophy of nakedness) It was taken right after finishing Day 1 of the Couch to 5k program. I wonder how many “day 1s” I of this stupid program I have done?
Not gonna lie, it did NOT go well. I was able to do with without walking at all, but in the past I have started day 1 and then skipped up a couple weeks because it was so easy. It was not so easy for either Lonnie, or me. BUT I felt awesome afterwards and am glad to be back out there. I really think having this to focus on will help with the wide array of emotions going on around here!! I still can’t believe my kid is moving 12 hours away. To be honest… I still DON’T entirely believe it and am still in “I’ll believe it when I see it” mode.
|This week’s “selfie” that actually DOES illustrate something!
Plan: Hop out of bed at 9am and go for a nice brisk hour-long walk with Luna
Reality: Wake up at 9…ish. Lay in bed until 10 frigging around with my tablet and waffling back-and-forth about whether or not to walk.
“If I go at 930, I still have time to walk and get back to get ready for work at noon.”
“I could just start tomorrow.”
“Even if I go at 10, I still have time.”
“If I went at 10:30, I could still get in a half-hour walk. Maybe I should start there anyway since I am so out-of-shape?”
|Sean no likey the selfies 😉
Then I thought about the last line of yesterday’s blog. “50 pounds to go!” I don’t want next Sunday’s blog to still say, “50 pounds to go!” So I JUMPED out of bed before I could change my mind again. THIS is why I blog.
I was GREATLY rewarded for not being a lazy fat-ass. Sean is on school vacation, and shockingly agreed to join me, so we got in some great mother-son time! I feel AWESOME!
I set my s-health app for 45 minutes of activity a day. Not quite ready to pull the trigger on that full hour yet. Somehow it feels like I am getting away with something naughty, and for some reason, I need that. I’m just weird that way. 😉
|Instead if the “weekly shows nothing selfie,
Here is one that actually does show something.
And you know what? I don’t even hate it.
We’ve taken a few days off. Not completely off, but a bit relaxed. We had some cake for Sean’s birthday. And Sean requested birthday lasagna as well. Damn my lasagna is good. I did do some little things to create the illusion of control …like make a smaller pan of lasagna. And other than those things over the weekend, I stayed away from sugar. Including that Easter candy that continues to linger around the house.
Then yesterday I continued to be “off it” a bit. I had a busy day and not-gonna-lie, the second I went out the door, I knew I was going to use my business as an excuse to have my favorite McDonald’s meal —even though I easily could have made a better choice. Verruca (and Ms. PMS) wanted it…. and Colleen gave in. Then when I got home from work, there were 2 pieces of cake left and I did my old… “Well… I already had McDonald’s…. may as well have a piece and get it out of here……”
Blogging this morning felt essential to get myself back on track before going completely off the rails again like we did after vacation.
BY THE WAY!!! the “getting up at 9am every day thing” has been FANTASTIC!! There had been a few days where I have fought it a bit, but Lonnie relentlessly texted and called me to make sure I got up. I can’t believe how much more shit I have gotten done because I just have so much more time and FELT like it!!! It’s already become a bit of a habit, as this morning, I did NOT want to get up, but was WIDE awake and ended up getting up since I couldn’t force myself to go back to sleep. So…. WINNING!!!
Well… this week’s ‘iced coffee selfie that illustrates nothing’ actually does illustrate something. Don’t wear this shirt and a sports bra that smashes the boobies. I look like a blob.
Last week I had been thinking that by this week I would not have that iced coffee in my hand and would be off artificial sweeteners. I am not. Not even a little. I am trying to be more mindful about it and make a least a few choices here and there that don’t involve that garbage. I didn’t have any diet soda at all yesterday, and I drank a cup of tea with no real or fake sugar in it at all, and actually enjoyed it!
We leave on Friday for our vacation and I feel awesome that I have been able to stick to this the whole time!! I do wish I had exercised more and was in better running shape, but, oh well… it is what it is.
The big test now is coming HOME from vacation and staying attached to this new lifestyle. I am actually not worried about the vacation itself. The food in Mexico is all real. actual food, and we don’t eat crap down there anyway. We DO, however, drink lots of sugary margaritas, and I have NO plans to skimp on those! 😉 I never gain weight on vacation though, we are SO active- walking-swimming-snorkeling-biking-hiking-ziplining-parasailing……. that it all evens out. The tricky parts are the travel days. I think my Cinnabon experience will help me stay on track as eating shitty food while traveling does NOT work for me, or anyone around me 😉