Today is day 21 of my 21-day challenge.
I consider it a resounding success even though I did not “GO HARD AND CLEAN” every day. I have made serious progress towards fitness.
- I haven’t had soda in over three weeks and I DO NOT MISS it anymore!
- I am making exercise a priority more often than not.
- Day One of t25, I thought I was going to die. Today…. I felt sweaty, and hot, and it was hard, but NO DYING!!
- I have more energy
- I am making small good food choices all day long rather than being “all or nothing.” This is huge for me. If I have something “bad,” it’s fine, it’s called LIVING. I just have something good next time I am hungry. No more… “Well I ate that cookie, so THIS DAY/WEEK/MONTH is blown, may as well eat ALL THE THINGS!”
- I am drinking WATER. Like…. ON PURPOSE!! And I don’t hate it!
Since I did so well with this challenge, even though I often half-assed it and did not give it my all. I have joined another that starts tomorrow and plan to really go hard this time witht the exercise. I would to be back in my old running shape again. Fucking Timehop taunts me with that body every day!!
I worked overnight Thursday and Friday, and even though I was able to get plenty of sleep, I still used it as an excuse to eat ALL THE CARBS and accomplish nothing all weekend long 😉 And I am good with that!
I just looked at the weather and it looks like this is the week I will finally get back outside and work my way back into running. I got me some AWESOME Newton’s fer cheap at Marden’s over the winter and they are ready to hit the pavement! I have such illusions of it being fun and great to be back out running, but I know that it won’t be. I will probably hate every second of it… until the last second when I feel GREAT that I DID IT!
Today as I slid on my jeans for work… I was actually planning on probably having to slide them back off again because they were too tight. NOPE! If anything, they were looser! As planned, while in Mexico, I ate and drank everything I wanted to. Fortunately, that is a LOT of great fresh Mexican food! I never really eat junk food in Mexico because it’s all just weird stuff. Even if I am feeling snacky, and go into a corner store, I almost always come out empty handed because 1. I don’t know what anything is and 2. None of it looks appetizing to me.
My downfall was traveling home. I am VERY CAREFUL about what I eat around plane trips for fear of a repeat of the puking incident, but once we got back in Boston …and ended up stranded there for 2 days (thank you American Airlines for losing the one bag with our car keys in it). I must admit, all bets were off. A combo of emotions and “let’s eat all the bad stuff before getting back on it Monday, ” led to a weekend of debauchery.
- There was a mini Ben and Jerry’s cookie dough cup
- There was chinese take-out
- There was Carrabas bread and lobster ravioli (with the insides squished out because it was nasty)
My only saving grace was that it was all vending machine food, so all small bags 😉
Back to it today. Fought a lot of urges to make cupcakes and eat bad food because I have a nasty cold and feel like shit. But I didn’t. I made delicious salad (I actually missed salad and craved it in Mexico!), and Lonnie made a wonderful Pezole soup that was JUST what the doctor ordered for my cold.
I did have an egg Mcmuffin for breakfast because I overslept and then had to rush off to work. But there are certainly worse things, and I didn’t let it make me think the whole day was ruined.
Thinking I will be back to daily this week because I feel like I am faltering a bit. And while I KNOW
and can FEEL that this is PMS related— It appears knowing is not actually half the battle when you still stuff a pizza into your gob anyway.
|New gym pants from Lane Bryant
|Olive Garden dressing— basically candy.
-On Friday I got up and went to the gym all on my own… all alone! And lifted weights like a beast!!
-Went to Olive Garden with Jessi yesterday, and while I did have some stuff I shouldn’t have, a few risotto rice balls, chicken gnocchi soup, and lots of salad (you know that dressing is terrible for you, right– it’ll full of sugar!!
), I passed on breadsticks, and I stuck to one small bowl of soup– and I didn’t finish it.
Oh yeah I had a berry Sangria too 😉 More sugar, but SO yummy!
-I got some AWESOME new gym pants from Lane Bryant. I usually only shop there for bras and undies, I have never really liked the way their clothes fit. They were having a giant clearance and I tried them on and LOVE LOVE LOVE. They are super flattering and stay in place when lifting and running. WIN WIN WIN!
-The two giant margaritas before the Brad Paisley concert. (Please don’t assume from this that I am a country music loving redneck!!!), I have no regrets though, as we had SO MUCH FUN out and about with our friends!
-Small pizza for dinner last night. OMG it was so good, but I really should have made a better choice. Pizza is probably what I miss the most when I am watching carbs and none of those supposed substitutes even come close, so I don’t even bother. Pizza once a month or so is not going to kill me. (Next month news headline: Woman Chokes and Dies on Pizza Crust)
-The gym probably isn’t happening at all this weekend as we are trying to super clean the house and get errands done because we leave for our trip on Friday!
Bitch please. There is no ugly here!
Need to stop this day counting thing soon, it’s confusing as hell!
NO time yesterday to blog or take my weekly ‘useless-does-not-illustrate-anything-at-all iced coffee selfie’ 😉 I actually got called in to work before I even got out of bed!! I DID manage to hork down leftover chicken with guac from Sunday nights dinner though, so was able to start a crazy day off right! It felt good to make myself a priority and not just throw everything out the window and eat shitty food because I am overwhelmed and busy.
I was on the road all day, and did not have time or inclination to pack a lunch, so when I finally had a second to breath, I ran into a grocery store deep in the woods of Greenville, Maine, picked up a cheese stick, a bag of macadamia nuts (YUM!!! Hadn’t had those in FOREVER!!!), and a yellow pepper and munched my way back to civilization. Again…. feeling AWESOME that I am not using the hectic-ness of my job as an excuse to derail. I even stopped at McDonald’s for a sugar-free iced coffee, and didn’t even think about my once-coveted “#2-cheesburgers plain!”
…probably doesn’t help when I do these two for 1 bloggys.
Still plugging along. Last night we went out to dinner and Lonnie and I both sucked it up and stayed on it and were WAY high maintenance. But I think we were nice enough, and gave a good enough tip that hopefully the waitress won’t quit when she sees us walk in next time 🙂 Lonnie got sizzlin’ fajitas with lettuce instead of tortillas to wrap them in, and I got a bunless burger and grilled asparagus. It was all delicious, we had a great time, and didn’t end our day feeling like we cheated or failed. YAY US!
|Lazy, Cozy, I DON’T WANNA GET OUT OF BED selfie
Where I am still struggling is the gym part. It’s SO. BITTERLY. COLD! I just can’t bring myself to get dressed and to the the gym and then come out afterwards either sweaty or freshly showered—either way DOUBLE FROZEN! I realize it’s a stupid excuse. But it’s real. And you know I love keepin’ it real. Also Lonnie and I are FANTASTIC at both encouraging and discourging each other from everything …lol!
OOPS I didn’t journal yesterday!
But fear not. This I haven’t quit or fallen off the wagon or anything. I was just BUSY!!! Busy NOT going to the gym as planned. And it’s football day today, so it’s not happening today either 🙂
After a loooooooong day of visiting with family and then shopping. I made DELICIOUS chicken bowls. We had planned on going to Chipotle, but the mall area was crazy and we were all beat. So I turned my kitchen into an even better Chipotle! SO GOOD!!!!
Today is football food day. We have the stuff to make veggies and dip and coconut shrimp, and I am getting hungry just thinking about it!!!
Maybe I will have a piece of the delicious frittata that Lonnie made yesterday to tie me over 🙂 BTW…. FRITTATAS ARE SO INTO THE ROTATION!!