Whoa. I saw this on Pinterest this morning and was all…. “DAMNIT… I’ve MATURED!??? Who wants to be MATURE!!??” LOL ….but alas. It happened and I didn’t even know it.
Things at work have been a bit on the rough side lately… this past week in particular, and I have shockingly taken it all in stride. In fact, during the worst of it, I was able to “check myself before I wrecked myself” 😉 I also spent a lot more time thinking about the fact that other people have their own shit… and not everything is about me… and guess what!? I CAN’T CONTROL EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE!!! I have been working on mastering this since the divorce, and honestly. I think I am there! I CAN’T control anyone but me. And that’s GREAT because it means that I also am not responsible for every bad thing that happens in the universe 😉
I have decided to ride this maturity wave like a champ. I turn 40 this year and I am totally cool with that! 40 is going to be my year of merging who I want to me with who I AM… and I honestly don’t even have far to go as I am pretty much there. This is going to get long but…. I have whole other story on this topic!!!!
The other day I was trying to avoid going to the gym because I was taking a new class that I hadn’t taken before and trying new things is freaky! Also… it was going to be a nuisance because my little naughty boy had a homework detention, so I was going to have to drive all the way back to bring him home and then allllllll the way back to the gym. Then this happened: