Maine is just so gross this time of year. All I want to do is snuggle and be cozy and sleepy. I believe there are those that call it “SAD: seasonal affective disorder” ….but I put that in the same category with my RLS. Except even less so since while I am NOT doing so…. there are plenty of things I COULD be doing to make the blues disappear… like take care of myself and NOT spend the afternoon on the couch eating doritos (Which I totally justified by “putting them in a bowl” and not eating out of the bag.) while watching 36 episodes of ‘Say Yes to the Dress’ and ‘Something Borrowed, Something New.
I am actually not beating myself up about it though, which is a change. I know I am in a little rut… and I know that it will pass. I can actually already feel it passing since last night I was drawn to lots of healthy recipes on Pinterest that I can’t wait to eat. I have learned to TRUST MYSELF! Our bodies REALLY DO begin to crave health. We just have to listen!