So….. I am 39. That happened. Just a hairs-length from 40. I acted much more upset about it than I really was. Yeah… 40 seems super old to me still and I don’t wanna be old…. BUT… I am far too happy with my life now to worry about it. I didn’t ‘waste’ half my life with the wrong person as I have heard from divorcees say. I did spend way too much of my life being angry, nasty, and bitchy… but if I hadn’t, I wouldn’t be who I am now, and I pretty much love who I am now. Yeah I need to lose a few pounds… and I would like to be neater 😉 But….